So, I transferred to a new school with the aid of my foreign exchange case manager. I’m bummed that Florence didn’t work out for me, but my excitement for this new environment nearly masks my disappointment. I’m hoping this new school with allow me the opportunity to prosper, and of course, send some new friends my way. My mother is doing well. She’s been updating me daily on the progress of her pregnancy. I’m not sure when they’ll find out the sex, but I’m hoping soon. I want my sibling to get here already! My older sister has also been in touch. She’s making sure mother is healthy and it leaves me confident everything will be okay. She also told me something; “A person must accept unkindness to themselves, just as they accept kindness.” It made me think, maybe I need to approach things from a different perspective. I’m going to introduce myself to people, and give them the chance to actually know me instead of remaining in the shadow. In Japan, I wasn’t always accepted, but I had friends there with me to make sure I didn’t fall after being pushed. Maybe I need to make some friends like that here.. Hmmm. I don’t have much to write about. My new experience hasn’t begun yet, but I’m so excited, I can almost shake at the mention of HHA. I suppose I’ll part with this: It was fun while it lasted, but I must move on to bigger and better things.
Also, my sister sent some pictures in the mail. I’ll keep them here so I don’t lose them.
Won’t Let Go. <3
I may be hurting you, and I may be hurting other people as well. But this is what I want. I have wanted this for a long time, and I am sick of feeling like the bad guy in these situations. I had given up one person I cared about because of a friend. This time, I am not doing the same thing. If I hurt you, I am sorry. But I will not let go of what I have just to please people.
I just want everything to run out and past me so i can get on with my life.
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My problem is you make me wanna melt and I don’t wanna be frozen anymore.
Letting someone in, is worse then fucking someone, you have sucked me in and I’m sinking from every touch, and it scares me like hell, and somewhere deep inside me, but when we kiss, i feel… i feel…
when you take my hand, I feel.
When you smile, i feel.
we we get high, I feel.
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oh i do this in my room all the time.
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